Dear Diary…..

It seems more appropriate these days to refer to this blog more as an outlet to express myself instead of tucking away a bound extravagant journal I would stumble a crossed …. I’d find myself grabbing my favorite fine tip sharpie pen and new favorite journal!! Now I come to my safe place…. I come here without hesitation Even though I actually share my thoughts, trials, tribulations and everything in between….I’ve always been better at expressing myself thru pen and paper. This is my story; My Memoir from the girl just trying make a dollar out of 15 cents to a woman/ small business owner. Don’t get me wrong lol I’m out rollin in the dough yet and thats ok bc I’m blessed to have the opportunity o stay home and watch my kids grow, enjoy not having to rely o that hustle mentality. Fast pace hard work but fast money. That was the girl… Now wiser due to the many lessons I’ve learned, adjustments, or pivoted from often. Patience is the key. I never understood why my YouTube instructors always had the same saying “Know your why” Bc thats what is going to get you through the not so fun stuff,. Those moments that u feel like your done, tired, not worthy of becoming who you are so desperately trying to convince yourself that you are!!! Sacrificing lol ex. My daughter and my phone bill during quarantine bc we have iPhones and can use them iPhone to iPhone when WiFi was available,… Saved me $110 a month. No fast food or curbside pick up. Instead it was microphones and wires, cords, etc… Becoming apart of a pretty cool community but still taking baby steps we are using eBays platform as our online shop. With everything being said. Today I did some major reflecting at not only my accomplishments and can see the first stream of revenue coming soon along with some other projects i will be venturing in head first of course bc it wouldn’t be me if i did it any other way!! The struggle was real for my siblings and I. Instead of becoming a statistics of repeating and living the lifestyle we were o so familiar with… I realized that it wasn’t easy or even done in the order that most take for granted and we can only dream… IT DOESNT FUCKNG MATTER!!! We have given and provided our children with stability; ROLE MODELS, and LAST but DEFINITELY VERY IMPORTANT. LIFE SKILLS AKA THE SHIT YOU NEED TO KNOW WHEN ADULTING. STUFF WE LEARNED BY TRIAL AND ERROR. WHICH EVENTUALLY YOU HAVE TO FIX. RIGHT YOU WRONGS MAKE SMARTER CHOICES AND NOT CHASE THE DOLLAR BUT THE WHY. My Why is my family. My mom, kids, and live life my way on my terms; Happy not rich or famous. I just want a slice of the pie lol you know like the feeling and smile as u enjoy the first savory bite into that just makes everything better!! I will never take for granted or regret this journey. Appreciate of course!! Never settle or comprise your beliefs, standards, or doubt yourself. I live by YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO. I have a vision board, affirmations, and working on where i am getting GRIT & TENACITY Tattooed. Kgcollectibles is only the beginning of many more KG’s. Watch out WOrld bc KG is up and coming. -Always & Forever Gina Marie

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Author: Life Confessions

my name is Gina and I have decided to try and make sense of some of my madness and hope that it can inspire or help someone else thru this thing we call life. While using this as an outlet to express myself and put some of my thoughts in a safe place. so please excuse my random thoughts unless you can make use out of them…. then carry on use as many as you would like!!

2 thoughts on “Dear Diary…..”

  1. I swear you are so fucking talented! I mean I’ve always known this, but this isn’t me being me. This is me literally impressed with your amazing verbal vomit of pure honest emotion. Your going skin deep, keeping it raw and real. I’ve known you maybe over 10 years now, and I’ve have to give it to you this definitely goes to the top of my fav list. Well, 2nd after your first little canvas paintings 😉. This was a great way to start my day, you made me smile and feel! Thank you! P.s. And this is only beginning. I know there is plenty more to come your talents are everlasting! Just keep it moving and do whatever your doing Bc it’s working! 💋

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    1. Thank you lol u know when it comes it comes but I’m curious on what did I say. I don’t prepare or even pick a topic I just write. Lol but thank u that really means a lot and made me smile too. O send me that challenge

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