I once read that when you hit thirty something strange happens due to striving to become successful in whichever field our heart desires. It also opens yours eyes to look at life in a more in depth perspective. Making the right decision comes more automatic with no second guessing, the people u choose to interact with, prioritizing so I can stay focused on my long term goals, and most importantly never compromise or sacrifice becoming the best you can be in your field or work!! I never really had much work ethic or took pride in my jobs when I was younger (who am I kidding ok until my late 20’s) as you all know I was a late bloomer; very late bloomer. I try not to judge specifically for that reason alone, but now it seems like Bc I’m so dedicated to my career and give 110% I feel like I get even more shit. And not just about working to much, but still working on perfecting my skills off the clock. I would have never guessed in a million years I would be dealing with having to choose between my career or my personal life!!! Why should I even have too? Just like ASAP says “Started from the bottom now I’m here. ” is exactly what I had to do!! Fyi and I still have a long way to go. 😫. Now I am always upsetting someone due to work obligations!! I have never been able to relate those people who bask in their work single with no kids taking in all the dough. I do know that I won’t stop til I’m satisfied and can live comfortably and surround myself with like minded people. Like I was saying that strange thing as Sophia Amoruso described as the friend churn…. when I read it I really didn’t think it would happen to me but I am sadden to admit it has begun. Life is too short and my dreams way too big to let any distractions interfere with what I have worked so hard for. I wish I could prevent this inevitable occurrence but I know it is apart of the growing process. I can’t predict the future and I’m ok with that! Everything happens for a reason ao if it is meant to be it will be and if it isn’t then the show must go on!!!
I DONT KNOW WHERE IM GOING FROM HERE BUT I PROMISE IT WONT BE BORING